GOD'S PLAN ** I don't wanna DIE for them to MISS me!** My poetry ALIVE, you better run to KISS me!
All these poems I've written, GOD has blessed me ---- words keeping me sane though I've hoped to spend all this time with Mimi.* Breath in my lungs proclaims GOD and I are ONE.
Take heed to Victoria's first born son, for GOD has been present before the day I've begun.
12/26/'83, the day I began when He spoke to me and let go of my hand, He released me to my mom and dad. "THAT'S GOD'S PLAN." GOD'S PLAN.
I can't do this on my own, ayy no ayy.
YESHUA watching this life close . . . yep, super close.
He was there with my brother, Justin, when he left his toy on the stove.
Thank you JESUS,
for my parents second son ---- LORD, knows when my mom and I saw the smoke we didn't wanna think he was done.
Mom ran in like a #fireman,
brother came out with no burns, smelling like funk. (SORTA LIKE ONE OF THOSE HEBREW BOYS.) Nevertheless by Your Grace, LORD, my daughter has her Unc. "GOD'S PLAN." "THAT'S GOD'S PLAN." Always been special, my grandfather always said, "Jamar, GOD has blessed you." Reason these enemies are after you.
Just as (JOB 2) you see what they have done, keeping me from my Only One.
Father, You've seen it all.
From my mistakes to their continual mistakes --- for pete's sake why keep the real father from his daughter, just to bring players around her who cheats on her mother. "Does that make sense?" It seems her whole family and friends are grateful she got played, seeing that her father married them.
satan is known to mess up families, why would a Preacher family do that to me?
Now, Mimi has her exes on her FB AND IG, but not me. "This can't be life." What happened to my wife? ** Yea, Mimi grandmother was raped as a kid, but what is her right to train her daughter to piss on my prayer to always have my daughter's love. ** She looking up to the wrong people, but like (JOB 42), though my residence is further --- Prayer can turn my daughter's love back to her father.
Please let it be.
Never wanted to be a single father, out in Cali as You lead me.
Her mother laughing that Mimi will never love me more than her.